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Worries

April 15, 2022
Lord, I'm worried about going to Naperville. I'm worried that the saints don't love me that much. I'm worried they've forgotten me and don't care that much about me. I'm worried they don't love me, but that's not true. Thank you for their love Lord. Lord, I'm worried about going to Naperville. I'm...

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Talking to the Lord

April 15, 2022
Talking to the Lord is a little like this There are things you know you should say But you just can't say them Your heart is stubborn It wants it's own way It longs for control The Lord would whisper He would not demand The submission is sweet Out of love In love...

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Ordinary

April 15, 2022
For most of my life, I despised being ordinary. I was always thinking of how to create special moments-ones that were unique and worth rememebering. Different from everyday experiences. In this chase for "special" moments, I found myself exhausted and depleted-far from the joy I hoped to feel. Starting in 202, during the...

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February 26, 2022
Dear Carol, You wish your parents talked to you more. You wish your mom and dad would just love you for you, and not for what you do. You wih they could have let you greive. However, throughout all of this, the Lord was writing a different story. One of immense grace and...

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Lilly

February 03, 2022
Lilly has been a dear friend to me. Her spirit and her presence feel so safe and like I'm in a hug. I think it's because her walk with the Lord has been sincere and genuine. Just as Joy and Jackie's, and Eden's. I feel so lucky to have always been with brothers...

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Surrendering

February 03, 2022
The moments that are hardest with the Lord are those of surrender. When He is asking me to do something or give up something I don't think I can. I want to hold on so tightly it feels like I'm going to get robe burn, but still that feeling is somehow more comfortable...

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Welcome!

February 02, 2022
Hello! What a happy happenstance you stumbled upon this place! I hope it would be what you need today-maybe the words would bring you the joy of the dappled sun in the trees, or the melancholy yet refreshing sprinkle of rain on a warm spring day. However you are, I hope these words...

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January 09, 2022
Dove was just shy of being 12. This meant she was still 11 on the cusp of being 12, but also afraid of turning 12, and wanted to hold it at far away as possible, like a healthy person picking up a dirty kleenex. Being eleven meant being allowed to cuddle under a...

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Musings #2

January 09, 2022
Another week. It seems at the beginning of a new year, the idea of possibilities and dreams can overwhelm and dibilitate one's hopes. This week I found myself feeling despair and hopelessness often. It seems like God has plans, but I continually feel paralyzed due to despair and hopelessness. I dream of being...

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